thatanimetrash:

So in case anyone was wondering I am tsubasamatsuoka and getbellsgetbitches yes hello, ok yeah

i literally made this account like idk 3 hours ago so im still following people from my old account and my theme isn’t great and stuff so its kind of all over the place so bear with me!! ;3

guys here ^^^

I understand where you are coming from and I hope that everything is okay:) the YouTube idea is GREAT and I'm subscribing to you becuase I'm gonna miss you. You are hilariously funny and you made me happy whenever I saw a silly post by you, and your URL. Just promise me you're doing what is best FOR YOU. And if it's the best FOR YOU, then I support you fully with deleting your tumblr and twitter and working with YouTube. I'm gonna miss you in the fandom:) take care! <3

oh thank you so much!! :) and I will do that I promise. i mean i dont think ill delete this blog but i wont be posting on here any more! thank you so much again, your support has truely been amazing <333

I hope you feel better soon.
Anonymous

thank you! :) <3333

  1. dorkycrossing said: wait no you cant leave why are you leaving
    ignore dorkycrossing
  2. stalecupcakess said: aw:( i will miss u a lot ok
    ignore stalecupcakess
  3. honey-in-the-sunshine said:Nooooo! Please do not delete your blog! >_<

this is why http://getbellsgetbitches.tumblr.com/post/96171332960/ok-reasons-for-wanting-to-delete-my-tumblr-and

ok reasons for wanting to delete my tumblr and twitter:

I just don’t really feel like I belong on my twitter anymore, I just don’t really want to be on here anymore. yes I love them and I will miss them a lot and maybe even come back some other day (as something different!). i will always have my tsubasamatsuoka blog and will post anime stuff there. i just want to try and pursue my youtube channel properly. like really get into it, its what i really want to do as a job, also draw!

I just kind of want to ‘escape’ I guess is the word, from everything, and really immerse myself into youtube and try and succeed at it.

If you still want to keep in contact with me then follow my other blog or subscribe to my channel on https://www.youtube.com/user/nekotakara. I have truly loved being part of this community and will miss it a lot I’m sure but I just feel as though this is what I need to do!

probably going to delete both this tumblr and my twitter.

if you still want to keep in contact or in touch then ill just be on youtube https://www.youtube.com/user/nekotakara

I've never spoken to you but I've been following you for a time, I just want to say please don't think of killing yourself. If there's anything that bothers you, try doing something that could make you happy! Doodle,look up into funny animals,take a warm shower. I'm sorry I couldn't help you so much but I care about you a lot and It makes me sad to see you like that. You're one of the kindest persons in the world and you can be the bravest. I could've written more but there's limit, I'm sorry.
Anonymous

It’s ok, I am truly thankful for these messages I get. really, I am. I mean if I actually had friends in real life then I would probably talk to them, but I don’t. So that’s why I post this kind of stuff here. If I didn’t vent it out somehow I would probably go crazy. I just feel as if I need some physical person who will always be there for me no matter what. I know that may seem impossible, but I just feel that’s provably the only solution

Uh, why did you say "are you happy now?" to that anon?? The title of your ask box is literally "pls speak to me".
Anonymous

I can’t even be fucking bothered with this anymore

newleaftea Well it is currently 12:30pm here, I&#8217;m going to have a rest and I&#8217;ll come back and update you guys on what&#8217;s up

Sorry about everything

newleaftea Well it is currently 12:30pm here, I’m going to have a rest and I’ll come back and update you guys on what’s up

Sorry about everything

shiny-killua ravenclaw-royalty being rude is the last thing I care about right now, I don&#8217;t know what to fucking do. I can&#8217;t stop shaking I just want to kill myself I&#8217;m not looking for attention at all. I&#8217;ve been through all this plenty of times and literally nothing has helped whatsoever, I&#8217;m just stuck.

newleaftea thank you so much for your support &lt;33333

shiny-killua ravenclaw-royalty being rude is the last thing I care about right now, I don’t know what to fucking do. I can’t stop shaking I just want to kill myself I’m not looking for attention at all. I’ve been through all this plenty of times and literally nothing has helped whatsoever, I’m just stuck.

newleaftea thank you so much for your support <33333